Monday, June 9, 2008

June Excitement

Wow! It's June and it is making itself be felt! It's at least 95 degrees out there! and this is supposed to be a mild state for weather. Ha!
Well I'm really excited about my upcoming birthday because I'm turning 18, then I'm going sky-diving! So you all better pray for me cause it's gonna get crazy!
Also, I just read this fabulous book called Father Elijah by Michael D. O'Brien. This is seriously one of the best books I have ever read. Maybe it's the mind-set I've been in for the past couple of weeks, but everything seems to be pointing to the end times. Everything I've been reading (and not on purpose either) has had an apocalyptic message. The messages from Holy Love have been getting more and more blunt. Jesus is trying to be as clear as we humans can possibly understand. I hope to just go on as I have been, I have actually miraculously been going to every week day Mass since I came back from Holy Love last weekend (the weekend before this past one). It feels so good! It is so strengthening to go to Mass so often, I can actaully feel it!
That reminds me of Saturday morning, I had my SAT testing that day. I had to be at the school by 7:45 a.m., so I had to wake up by at least 6:45a.m. in order to be there on time (yes, i do need an hour to get ready and eat breakfast : ) The thing is, daily mass starts at 6:45. So me, trying to be smart, set my alarm for 6:45 reasoning to myself that I would go to the afternoon Mass. Well My Angels thought otherwise ; ). They decided that it would be a good idea for me to have Jesus inside of me for my big test day. So I awoke at 6:27 and I had just enough time to argue with them, decide I would go to the afternoon Mass, get up, brush my teeth and make it to the morning Mass! lol My Angels sure know me, Thank the Lord I have them! But seriously, I remember so far as deciding that I would sleep 15 more minutes and go to the afternoon Mass, then the next thing I knew I was sitting up!
Well that was the start of my conversion. I am still converting, I don't think I will ever stop. I will always have more to improve on, and more than likely I will have to retrace my steps because I got of the the path somehow along the way. This I hope against hope I will not have to do very many times, and that is all I can do. I will be praying very hard, Please Pray for me everyone! I need all the help I can get!
Love in Jesus' Name...